*** I have had a pretty crappy day. I have terrible sinus pain and allergies. I had sinus migraines- not just headaches- all last week. I just feel generally bad and can’t seem to control my allergies this season. To make things better: I usually take the school’s bus to get from one place to the other because it is a pretty far walk from freshman parking to the cluster of buildings that hold the art classes. To make my life even better I lost my school I.D. and you can’t ride the bus without your I.D. So I walked a good 2 – 2 1/2 miles today feeling like crap. I had to buy another I.D. because I need it to go to the doctor on campus tomorrow and couldn’t wait to get home to “maybe” find it. To make myself feel better I went to 2nd & Charles to look at the weird things they have in there. I bought a book about New York and a sticker of Frida Kahlo. “Tomorrow is a new leaf baby, a new leaf”.
“In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.” ***